Dear you,

I’m looking at the necklace from that night, the one I wanted to throw out but you told me to keep as something to remember you by. I really wanted to toss it, but I never did - I think if I did I would’ve deeply regretted it. I know it seems silly for me to think of it now, but I never got to thank you. I don’t have any pictures to look at, just from what I can (hazily) recall. I’m sorry that I broke your heart. I guess this sounds unbelievable but I never meant to. In all honestly, I never thought it would end that way. I’m sorry I left so quickly, but the longer I stayed, the worse it would have been.

There was a moment, yes, where I thought maybe if I stayed something could’ve clicked into place, and it was that moment that scared the crap out of me. I can’t do this. As selfish as this may sound, I can’t disregard my happiness, I can’t hold my jealousy - I just can’t. And maybe you can, after all, you want that true love, that real love. Let me tell you though, you’re lucky I didn’t stay, because with me you wouldn’t have found any of those things. Really, I can’t imagine myself ever finding that either. You can find someone better, someone to love and care for you wholeheartedly, someone who isn’t bitter and cold. Here’s to you, and your quest for love. I hope you find happiness along the way too. 

Sincerely, Me.

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