September 2009
5 posts
If I look at you now, I wonder if I should be happy that we’ve both moved on and found someone else to make us smile and laugh or if I should be sad that whatever words we had exchanged to each other had so little substance. When I think back on the things you told me, and even the things I had believed in, it makes me question myself. Can this idea of “love” really make someone...
Words Unspoken
These are the things I’ll never say, because I know you won’t understand. Words that won’t come out of my mouth unless I’m forced to, and even then, I’ll put up a fight. Confessions and sins, what I wish and what I want. I’ll tell you everything, only because I have no one else left to turn to.
For all the things I say, I wonder if I can even trust my own...
Love.
I think it’s amazing how some people perceive ‘love’. Several people that I know of have different boyfriends all the time and they claim that they’re in love. It’s not that we’re not allowed to love more than one person, but to say that you have fallen in love with someone within the period of 2 weeks is unimaginable. How is this love? Is this what they call...
Blue gray skies.
Often times I wonder whether or not I’ve made the right decisions in life. Thinkin’ back on the things I’ve done, I ask myself should I have chosen the other path. Maybe things would’ve turned out so much better, and so much less rockier. Knowin’ that there was once that possibility to have things turn out so much better, it’s hard to survive with tryin’...
Self
I always look back at my old pictures, or my old diaries and I wonder, “How could that possibly have been me?” Because who I am now seems so infinitely different from who I ‘once was’.
Change has always been a basis of life. Day by day we transform ourselves. I suppose it takes a really long period of time to realize that that was where you came from, and that’s how...
