If you can’t handle my worst, you ain’t gettin’ my best.
Marilyn Monroe | Nicki Minaj
I don’t know how long this can go on; it’s something we can no longer prolong. It’s just kinda funny that you had me feeling nothing can go wrong, but it’s no fun when you’re the one that the joke’s on. I know you the right one but maybe we just met at the wrong time. Now I’m reminiscing on all the things we used to do; am I in love with you or am I just used to you?
Way Too Long | Kixxie Siete ft. April Nhem
I guess, at the end of it all, I have closure even if it isn’t what I wanted. If someone doesn’t care about me or won’t make any efforts to show that they do, then it really isn’t worth it in the long run. It just sucks to want something so badly, but having to concede to have nothing at all.
I’m partially sorry for lashing out at you. I’m also partially sorry for wasting my time. I don’t want to characterize it as such - time wasting and all. I want to reflect on this as a lesson learned and a period in my life where I lived “in the moment.” Sadly, I cannot. The way I see it, however, is that I did myself a great disservice, and at least now I can heal on my own.
Heaven (Remix) | Unknown
No matter what you do I’m by your side, no matter where you go I’m down to ride. Going too fast? We can slow it down. You gon’ be the one ‘til time is gone. Found you, had you, now you’re gone. Girl, can’t tell me that the love is gone. Never cried, never loved, never missed, like I miss, never felt like I felt when I found you, girl. No matter what you do my love won’t change.
Sure I do wrong, I ain’t perfect. Truth is that no one in the Earth is. Slip up, but it’s never on purpose. Give me your heart and I won’t hurt it. All I wanna do is hold you, girl. Forget everything I said let me show you, girl.
I no longer see a point in trying to fix “us” or getting back what we had. I guess after so many fail attempts, I’ve just come to terms with the fact that we’ll never get things back to how they used to be. It’s unfortunate that you could’ve prevented all of this, though. Your loss.
